Thoughts from a Girl

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Word vomit warning since theres no read more on my phone.

Ugh just ugh and that’s all I’ve been feeling. I’m so terrified of needing so much right now and of pushing people away and I couldn’t stand it if I loose another person specifically one person and I’m just so scared and selfish and jealous. And I’ve realized my self confidence is shattered. It doesn’t exist. I feel like a boring, unimportant, unnecessary person to the world and I don’t know how to not feel that way. Cause it was destroyed. I’m so scared of being so clingy and it would be easier to just be alone but I need people too much to do that.
I’m just so scared. And I wish I could just know that people won’t leave me. The people I want won’t leave me. Cause I can’t go through that. It’ll kill me.